But
Behind these blue eyes that are crying without you lighting my way to the once brighter day's that seems lost to us now behind these blue eyes
But
Behind these blue eyes no one else knows what it's like to be hated and misunderstood and unheard and forever unseen behind these sad blue eyes and however I still love you
But
Behind these blue eyes that has always been smitten by you but you pushed me away until I could no longer could hide my pain behind these blue eyes because darling I love you but I'm so lost behind these blue eyes without you
But
Behind these blue eyes are so dazed and confused while my mind is trying to grow and grasp a conscience but damnit it's like trying to live or die as these blue eyes are wet while I continue to keep on weeping like that long lost willow tree swaying in love for only you behind these blue eyes
But
Behind these blue eyes has these visions of us together as a husband and wife with our children by our side but that vision slipped through my fingers one night when you was away and I no longer have a reason to keep my broken dreams of us from dying like the last flame lit by you oh no this pain behind these blue eyes are life draining
But
Behind these blue eyes which has always loved you but you moved on without me and I am forever lost and why can't you see what this has done to me and does your conscience even care about no one but yourself
But
Behind these blue eyes are crying and dying a slow lonely hell since my world has become so darkened because I no longer have you and why does my dreams have to be so empty like my conscience is empty and why do I still need help from loving you
But why can't you hear or see these blue eyes unless it's yelled at you or unless it's smacked in your face and you know you make me angry when you simply keep on ignoring me the way you always do and I feel like I'm drowning while slipping down beneath the waters that these blue eyes has forever cried and your only killing me while you keep driving me insane
But these blue eyes will never stop loving you and I will go down swinging to have you back in my world because I will not keep on being mistreated by you until you find it in your heart to start loving me once again and I am not a bad woman and only a sad woman remains behind these blue eyes and no one else understands because I'm laying in our bed where we've made so much love at now I am holding my pillow wishing it was only you but you slipped away like that last sip of moonshine that I drank since you departed from me
But
Behind these blue eyes doesn't know how to live without you and no I'm not telling lies I'm being realistic with you so stop pushing these blue eyes away because it's ripping my heart straight out of my chest while it's still beating all the pain behind these blue eyes
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