Monday, March 2, 2020

Loud Alarms




The once early dew mist on the green grass made the air surrounding us all has now turned into a smell of old molding dew with the wetish blood from these carcasses laying on the grass outside all through my once beautiful neighborhood 
and the american flags was flying at half-staff 
And I couldn't really figure out why until I go back in my house turn on the television to see what the news is saying because when I was laying in bed before getting up I heard a very loud alarms sounding off to alert people to what was happening 
and going on 
and someone on the news said that it was (the purge) and I just grabbed my head saying oh my god this can not be happening 
and I was in shock

And as I sit for a moment trying to clear my head
But I heard the awful pitiful cries of civilization was hollering out to the world that was on a fast track straight to hell and beyond
But I got up guns 
and ammo 
and other things like water to last for a while 
and food also to stick into my tightly secured panic room that no one could enter unless I let them in and I got flashlights, candles, 
and my best furry friend with me inside of my panic room listening to the radio on waiting on up dates from the government of what the heck is actually going on but it's possibly the purge that is occurring now 
and as I sit there quietly while rubbing my dog to keep him calm 
and then I was trapped inside of my panic room just waiting to know something about what is going on

But then I heard a scared voice come on the radio station saying stay in doors until seven a.m. that's when the purge will end and it's from seven clock in the morning to seven clock at night but between theses, times are one hundred percent legal to kill 
and commit murder
But before I went into my panic room I locked my home up let the metal doors and windows down so that no one would be able to enter my home without me hearing them doing so with cameras outside so I can have physical visual of what's happening through my neighborhood 
and at my house so I can see who these people are that it's actually killing these innocent people from my neighborhood 
and all around me 
and I never thought that this would be happening in my hometown

And there was a pregnant mom with her baby in her arms 
and then she looked like she was pregnant with another baby 
and she was covered in blood so was her baby in her arms 
and she's begging for me to let her in 
and to let her baby in as I said to her stay put I'm coming and I finally made it to my door looked out made sure no one was around before I let her and then I opened my door pulled her into my house then slammed my door shut 
and locking it up all tightly again then I get some old rags to wipe them off with the blood that was on her 
and her baby in her arms 
and she started talking after I let her in 
and she said please hear my pleas 
and listen to me if I should not make it please deliver my unborn child because I am eight months so the baby should be fine 
and please take care of my one already here to if you don't mind because you are a nice person because you didn't know me personally but you let me in so I would want to make sure my babies would have someone like you protecting them if I should get killed or die 
and pleases promise me you will take them 
and I reply back saying yes I will take them no worries

And finally things calms down outside of my door 
and it seems like that the loud noise coming from outside was quiet for now so we drifted off to sleep until the next morning 
and as the sun came up we made our way from the safe room in my home to see what it looks like outside right now because the horrible killings during the night hours was long worrisome 
and scary as hell as I saw my friends 
and neighbors laying lifeless on the grass I cried out for them because they was killed and inhumanely 
as possible that's the way they all looked with their brains bashed in 
and their faces punched in to the back of their skulls 
and it was beyond horrid 
And I was horrified to take a glimpse 
and look outside my windows to see all these dead carcasses and bodies laying on the ground with a bad strong bloody smell 
and in the streets like they never meant anything to anyone this is horrible to see  
and to let our country fall beneath our own governments lying corrupted breath while whispering the wicked twisted awful truth that would make a preacher 
and pastor 
and bishop cry for us all as we are being judged 
and crucified by the people that lives in this world 
and our country 
and jesus christ is the only one that can judge us 
and crucify
and take our life not the people that is supposed to be a fellow citizen of this country but we are not fellow citizens we are troubled demented people believing in Satan's lies that way you can crucify 
and judge someone for what they did 
and what they have not done yet 
and as our land and country falls wicked to the wicked tongues in our society speaking louder 
and louder 
and we are aware that death will be our final destination if we all don't stop listening to Satan's wicked lies that makes one fall for them all but see we have seen what has been going on for a long time because it's been going on around us for centuries but we fail to see the writing on the walls before there's nothing left of us at all 
and please stop listening to the lies from satan because they're all wicked lies without getting to the promise land may God bless us in this mess that's going with us 
and in God we trust in 
And the loud alarms sounds off like a big defeating bomb exploding all around us 
and we are like oh no please not again today 
and when we looked outside we seen bodies laying every where with a smell of blood rolling in my house 
and as I let a loud cry out 
and we went back to my safe room right after the alarms sounded off 
and we wish this was all a bad nightmare but it's not 
And as we see a new day dawning with the newly created rivers that's flowing through the cold asphalt cement that was once was our cities streets now nothing but a deadly weapon that has impacted us like military aircraft blowing up this wicked land that looks like a place of the night of the living dead 
and a horrifying dying hell made here upon earth 
and as we keep repeating in our minds saying lord help us before we all then turn into a thinning bloodly mess that only fucks with our dying heads while being trapped into this governments psycho insane asylum that we all trying to keep running from like Fleetwood Mac 
And all the bloody bodies laying in this place before us all out in the streets 
and God help us all as we live in a nation 
and we live in a land that has to kill our next man or woman 
and so our government is good making us purge off of each other 
and making us the next purges next innocent victim until there's nothing left of us not even dust just the wetish blood that runs beneath our dying feet 
and as we shall never weep no more as we just shut our door like we didn't see or witness anything 
and this is hell that our corrupted  government has laid out before us into this cold world so you will not be able to see that we have became like Hannibal Lecter a cannibal living off the dying flesh of the next human or neighbor living next door how much more death do we have to endure day by day night by night as we will never give up our fight The Purge will always continue because we need 
and we long for that hunger that can't be fulfilled by our government 
and they can't feel our hunger anymore so we have to do what's unreal we have to become like Hannibal Lecter to the very end eating the fleshy flesh of our next newest innocent victim 
and will you be the next one 
Because we are the lost one's living in this society day after day living in a purge that no one's wants to play the game of life or death 
and becoming the new Hannibal Lecter being a cannibal destroying whatever comes in your path making them see that you're the last that you are unleashing the wrath of Satan upon them 
and we are apart of society that just kill-that just kills with no thrills 
and as the loud alarm keeps sounding off day after day it makes us think that we're going astray 
and makes us think that we're going insane we are lost in a society 
and in the world of psychos that purge off of the innocent ones

And as there's no reason of hope that our insane government will save us from this hell of purging on the next human that comes face to face with us while leaving them dead 
and beaten 
and bloody down past the bone where they'll rot from 
and don't you want some

And chilling affects that the purge leaves behind on a community or town 
and a city in so much death on this life 
and the lives to come 
and the air is smothered in the bloody murders rotting away on the street curb running cold 
and now the first blood is trying to dry up but the newest bloodshed streams down these city streets 
and the loud alarms are continuously running beneath our feet as we are smothered by the smell of rotting corpses blood with all heads cracked opened by a baseball bat left them all with a blunt force trauma to their beyond deadening heads now 
And it's a sad case of life 
and dead game that everyone doesn't want to play but has to play to defend themselves against the fellow citizens which has went astray making them feel completely alone
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Shall be continued 



And day after day and night after night the government condones the senseless murderers and killing in our cities towns and our country just because the world is overpopulated and this there big plan to kill off ninety nine point percent of us humans just because they want to 


But what happened to under one nation under God but it you continue the purge of people that isn't godly 


But if you feel the need and desire to kill or purge on something or someone feel free to start with all the people in prison for premeditated murder, molestation raping assault on female and people that commit capital murder drug dealers, gang bangerz and pedophiles and that's some to start purging on and that would clean out our prison's and all the people who pay taxes would not have to worry about supporting the inmates in jail or prison 


But as the next day is finally dawning to the rotten smelling bloody rotting corpse laying out on the lawns for the public to see and their bodies are beaten black and blue skin torn from their bodies and patches of hair is missing from their heads like if they've been scalped like the last of the mohicans this is beyond sickening and my friend is gaging from the visual of this and the heat wave is making the smell near damned impossible to breathe without gaging to death yourself 


And the nights are so scary because you have to hide yourself to keep from being killed but this last for twelve hours and it's a living hell and now the purgers are now break-in to home's and businesses just to smell and have the taste of their blood on they're body and lips while getting a thrill while beating the hell out of an elderly man and they think they're doing something exciting and big when stealing someone's life away when you are not God well that makes you a coward and puppet that is owned by the government 


And as the blood runs down the neighborhood streets like the congo river and as the survivors try to run extreme scream and yell and cry but no one hears them no one sees them it's like they're not even existing to no one like they're the invisible Man does our government think's it's okay to kill people and murder people  and is this what our society is coming to when the people who is being hunted and killed to be done this way by the wicked one's of this lying and dying world we all have to call our home 

☠️Getting High And Stoned☠️

{Getting High And Stoned}


Day after day
night after night
living in the hood watching the sun fades away into the blackish-blueish skies splattered with glowing stars twinkling over our heads each night

As the sounds of gunfire rings out nearby in the hood where me and my family lives at and as we try to sleep without worrying if we are gonna survive through the night and this is all chalked up at between the lines where you just might find my lifeless carcass is left laying lifeless and cold as the blood runs blood red cold like ice in the Antarctica that freezes us to the bone


And this is just another day around the way in my neck of the woods or let's say my hood


And you run to the pig's but the pig's don't help the hood rats and this is a damned shame that the world looks at us like this but change is supposed to be coming but this will never be because we are just a lost cause that no one has never seen after all


And we are a fucking menace II society and fuck the free world and fuck you and fuck me because no one is fucking free we are all still slaves in one way or another if you actually think about it


And let's get high and let's get stoned and fuck this corrupted world up that's living in the end of day's anyways but people are to blind and to dumbfounded to see past their own stupidity that keeps them high and blinded like the last buckner of the yester year's


And let's get high and let's get stoned because one day we shall no longer be here so fuck the free world cockamamie bull shit and let's keep it real because we ain't into this fake friend's and fake bull shit not here and not today or another other day either


And we are still living in a society with  modern slavery that include forced labour and human trafficking, sexual exploitation, debt bondage and forced marriage and anymore who is forced to work or marry and cannot refuse or leave is a victim of modern day slavery so fuck our corrupted lying politicians, governor's, democrats and republicans and our so called president because in their eyes we have never madder at all in the first place 



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Sunday, March 1, 2020

Thug Poetry


{Thug Poetry}



Living in the hood gangster paradise thuggishly fighting to feed my family while slanging dope on the next street corner trying to survive another fucking day as I pray that the dope show doesn't cancel my life before me by a hood~rat~tat~tat~tat

rat~tat~tat~tat

While trying to survive in this hood gangsters paradise in this hood while I have slanging dope to feed my family while the police and the DEA {Drug Enforcement Administration} is beating my door down while throwing my husband and kid's on the floor as I want tell my husband and kid's I'm sorry for the hassle with these pigs treating you all like trash but this is the only way these hood streets showed me how to make a dollar and survive even though it's a crime but I'm sorry


rat-rat-tat-tat



but when the blow won't work any more so you start to stress out because you are merely a hood-rat that's another addictt trying to reach that final destination high way past the heaven's above you so keep reaching because it will be lethal like a deadly weapon blowing your brains out all over these walls


because this gangster runs these fucking streets before you while you barely snort that fucking blow as it goes all up in smoke without a blink of an eye and while you keep on puffing and huffing that blow and shooting up that nose while huffing and puffing the weed straight pass that dumbass addicted addict you and to all my blow and smoke that keeps you and America higher than a kite rolling higher than the Russian space station floating around in deep space nine


And this is a straight up thuggish life and a rat-tat-tat at your front door




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Once Mine





He was once mine

He was once my lover

He was once my boyfriend

He once held the sparkles in my eyes in a trance making time stand still

He once made my heart skip many of rhythmic beats until my heart ran cold because of his deceiving deception that he always wore upon his arm like a cold blooded sleeve that cut my heart from my chest with a dulling sword ripping my love apart for him

He once blessed me with two beautiful children that he has turned them against me because he knows that kills me more than anything on this planet

He once told me he loved me but I honestly know that was a lie from his lying corrupted lips

He once kissed my lips

He once made love to me

He once cuddled up with me

He once embraced my lips with his

He once caressed my body against his making it once feel like heaven moving earth

He once broke my heart

He once cheated on me

He once was my everything that made my life feel like it was worth living but then the unthinkable happened then we went our separate ways


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Cure For Addiction

As I lay me down to sleep


and hope to God that I shall wake without a peep as the sheep countless jump through my mind while one pill is still on my mind like father time

And as I lay here pondering with addiction running through my mind like a ramped rampage that's running out of time as I lay my child in the grave for one last time as we all hope and wish for a cure that we will never find this is an addiction is like a crime will this be the last time as I lay me down to sleep and pray the Lord my soul to keep


and hoping


and praying for one more day so I will not have to hear my mother weeping


and shedding a tear because she lost her poor child from a puff or from a snort or from shooting up or from popping a pill or from smoking a blunt or overdosing on the next pill while being up on blueberry hill and we all hope for a cure but there's no way for a cure because you are just an poor old addict that has to push back from that last high because it's not a disease you're the only disease within yourself as I pray God for his almighty help as I look to my God and my dear mama for their unconditional love but will I die in this incurable hell that I've made for myself while waiting for the next addict to scream this is a disease but as I scream saying fuck that you made yourself an addict but we didn't make ourselves sick with this disease that lives inside of us you cuckoo foolish man or woman


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Behind These Blue Eyes

Behind these blue eyes where so much love still remains for you


But


Behind these blue eyes that are crying without you lighting my way to the once brighter day's that seems lost to us now behind these blue eyes


But


Behind these blue eyes no one else knows what it's like to be hated and misunderstood and unheard and forever unseen behind these sad blue eyes and however I still love you


But


Behind these blue eyes that has always been smitten by you but you pushed me away until I could no longer could hide my pain behind these blue eyes because darling I love you but I'm so lost behind these blue eyes without you


But


Behind these blue eyes are so dazed and confused while my mind is trying to grow and grasp a conscience but damnit it's like trying to live or die as these blue eyes are wet while I continue to keep on weeping like that long lost willow tree swaying in love for only you behind these blue eyes


But


Behind these blue eyes has these visions of us together as a husband and wife with our children by our side but that vision slipped through my fingers one night when you was away and I no longer have a reason to keep my broken dreams of us from dying like the last flame lit by you oh no this pain behind these blue eyes are life draining


But


Behind these blue eyes which has always loved you but you moved on without me and I am forever lost and why can't you see what this has done to me and does your conscience even care about no one but yourself 


But


Behind these blue eyes are crying and dying a slow lonely hell since my world has become so darkened because I no longer have you and why does my dreams have to be so empty like my conscience is empty and why do I still need help from loving you



But why can't you hear or see these blue eyes unless it's yelled at you or unless it's smacked in your face and you know you make me angry when you simply keep on ignoring me the way you always do and I feel like I'm drowning while slipping down beneath the waters that these blue eyes has forever cried and your only killing me while you keep driving me insane


But these blue eyes will never stop loving you and I will go down swinging to have you back in my world because I will not keep on being mistreated by you until you find it in your heart to start loving me once again and I am not a bad woman and only a sad woman remains behind these blue eyes and no one else understands because I'm laying in our bed where we've made so much love at now I am holding my pillow wishing it was only you but you slipped away like that last sip of moonshine that I drank since you departed from me


But


Behind these blue eyes doesn't know how to live without you and no I'm not telling lies I'm being realistic with you so stop pushing these blue eyes away because it's ripping my heart straight out of my chest while it's still beating all the pain behind these blue eyes




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Friday, February 28, 2020

You Never Loved Me




You never loved me

You never cared

You never cheated on me is what you always said to me

You never could tell me the truth about anything

You never supported me when I needed you the most

You always lied to me

You only used me for a piece of ass and intercourse

You didn't mind breaking my heart

You just didn't

And that's one reason why we didn't last

And now it's things I wish I could forever forget because I will no longer live in this awful regret that once haunted me but I am not willing to let it haunt me any longer because I love being footloose and fancy-free

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